Yoooh!
today i never go to school. HAHAS !
Miss Bay called my house at 8am.. she ask me why never come to school.
i say overslept, she replied its not a good excuse.
den talk a lot of nonsense, den i just orh orh orh.
after tat hang up and went back to sleep.
sleep till 1pm den woke up. hahas, yesterday 2am like that den sleep marh >.<
wash up and eat lunch. Den watch show till 3pm like that.
sis came home, told me bout the Mcdonald thingy.
i quickly foned jiemin, ask her where she is. She say going home and after tat she going to city square. I say i also wanna go !
quickly go get ready and received a miss called from sebrina baobei.
foned back and talk talk talk. Jiexin and Jiemin can't go lerh and baobei gonna send jieli home and she'll wait me near jieli house.
waseh jiexin, jiemin and jieli from 10am go lan till 2plus den go out.
siaoz they played so long. After jiemin went home, she can't come out lerh.
den jiexin also needa quickly go home lerh.
so left me and sebrina baobei. After we meet, we walked to city square mall and eat Macdonald. Heehees.. ! After that went to lan and play 1hour 45mins like that.
At dere so high heehees ! Andy Kor apologised to me hahahahs (: cause he yesterday der yesterday angry wif me cause of sebrina baobei ... >.<
Since he so sincerely apologise den i also forgived him(:
&& today andy kor also made sebrina baobei angry, so he also apologised to her hahas.
He so good today leys. I tell andy kor to buy for me drinks den he ask me what drinks i wanted.
He also asked sebrina baobei. Sebrina baobei never say anything i think?? or she say dunwant? aiyahs dunno cause playing audition tat time.
Den i tell him i want ice-lemon tea. He go and buy for me. Thanked him :D
6pm like that, we go home. HAhas, andy kor send us out of the lan lols.
quite happy today. Cousins coming from malaysia tomorrow ^^ HAPPY<33
Recently didn't post cause too tired and kept watching shows.
Monday at sch boring-- 8plus till 10.15am at canteen chat chat chat so long cause of p5's examination. Teachers scare we disturb them zz. Sat one table wif kors and jies chatchatchat. After recess went back class and i play UNO awhile and sleep in class hahahas !! after tat woke up cause jies chao xing wo .. .zzzz den look at them play and went to lan after tat. Andy kor treat me 1hour hahahs ! but after tat he angry wif me cause of sebrina baobei's thingy.
Tuesday at sch okay-- morning 8am Inline Skating SO FUN <333s 9.30am went back class, Mr Mulis only let us read storybooks. But after tat we just don't care and play UNO hahas ! Recess ~~! afrer recess at hall talk bout the i and e thingy den went back to class play UNO till 11.45am is CME, played 1 match UNO den go sebrina baobei dere chatchat wif derrian kor too. Cause sebrina baobei choosing songs for derrian kor to sing for our school's singing competition.. diaoz. After school played basketball awhile and went home. Jies went to lan lols >.<
Hmm.. P5's jiayous for yr exams :D YOU CAN DO IT !
EVONNE DEAR JIAYOU ! ILY! ^^
long time never post ler !!!!
haiyas, sianzz lorhs.
nothing to say also... recently watching shows and sleeping.
like pig arh? lols.. don't wish to go to school leys !
needa wake up so early ):
tomorrow dont wanna go school liaos.
lol ! dont care larhs.
teacher call just say i die already. haha jkjk
recently watching 下一站，幸福, 桃花小妹, 有营主妇.
aiyahs.. i go play audition or whatever lerhs, bye ..
ElloEllo !
Today woke up ataround 9.30am.
Washup and smsed, make breakfast and onlined msn and go blogger.
Sebrina smsed me ask me whether can go her house help her do her blogskin.
Said okay and went to her house after eating breakfast.
she haven't showered yet lols -.-
chatchat and she went shower. I help her do blogskin lohs.
After she showered, i suggested to watch movie.
cause the twins can't come out until 1plus den can come out.
So after doing finish her bloggie, go yahoo look at the time for movies.
i want watch "My Sister's Keeper" den okay loh.
Plaza singapura 1pm den have. So we went to Cathay. 12.30pm derh.
bought tickets at $6 each and Large combo popcorn.
the show was quite nice, though sad. Sebrina drop tears.
But i only eyes wet wet. After watching, phoned jiexin. First call bo ans. Second call den ans..
she say she at lan.. lol. At lift that time, took photos wif seb :D
coming out of the lift, i accidentally hit till seb den popcorns fall out.
But still have about 1/2 of it inside.. We can't eat finish so walking to MRT tat time throw into the rubbish bin.. haiyos, dere so much polices -.-
take mrt to farrer park. Walking to lan tat time jiexin called and say meet at city square.
me and seb reach first, so we went to the toilet. Cause i urgent.
Coming out tat time saw jies. They still like blur blur havent saw us. HAHA !
Went to bubbletea shop and say HI to the assistant ^^
Jieli and jiexin bought mcflurry at MCDONALD....
went to Fairprice and bought the I & E carnival thingy..
but all so expensive seh. So only bought the masks.. CHOOSED damn long seh lol.
Paid $10. Seb paid me $2. i kept the recipt and jieli take the masks thingy home.
Told jiexin bout the story of my sister's keeper when walking home.
lols, after tat went seperate ways lerhs.
was kinda nice day i think .. ? ^^
heehees, later at night got KO 3ANGUO :D <3!
Labels: smiling
当我回想我自己在为一个爱情而拼命地真心付出几个月时，
突然有一天，他的朋友就告诉我他其实有另外一个女朋友了。
我勉强自己不要为了他而哭，伤心。
可是另外一天，当你和我的好朋友在一起时，
我不禁崩溃了。大家想尽办法安慰我。我感觉到一种朋友的爱。
可是回到了家，我又是孤零零的一个人。只能偷偷地掉眼泪，不敢出声。
然后慢慢地，我和他的朋友开始交往，你就对他不爽。
又一天，我在课室里哭了。回到课室一直在想东西时，你一直看我。
好像想要逗我笑似的。在那一瞬间，我突然感觉到我对你的爱其实根本没有减少，还一直都存在。又一天，你的女孩子的朋友告诉我另外一件事，而你感到很骄傲。
又一天，我又收到你的简讯。看得出你很在意我和你的朋友交往。
后来我也决定和你的朋友分手了。分手后，我根本都没有在想他，一直都在想你。
过了几天，我和你的朋友和好了，当回哥哥和妹妹了。我又收到你的简讯。拒绝了。
然后我很有自信地当一个勇敢的女孩。
现在过了会考，我一封简讯也没有收到。
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有时还会回想我曾经和你拥有的回忆。
觉得自己真的很笨。
当我和你在一起时，我觉得非常幸福。但是我和你发信息时，觉得你已经不是我所认识的＿ ＿ ＿ 了。
然后回想“一个月”时，想想我花了多少心思去做准备拿张卡时，你连看都不看就丢了。
那张卡....真的有很多真心话。以为你读了会很开心或感动．．．．．．
那张卡里面，有一句我知道是你非常希望的。但是，当我愿意去试试看时，你已经放弃了．．
只能说，我伤的不轻啊。不过被你这样伤害，我好像更加成熟了。可是怎么有时眼睛还是会有好多水掉落下来啊？？？？
Labels: brokenheart, cried
( TODAY ............. )
don't know whether today is a NICE DAY or a BAD DAY ? o.o
morning woke up at 9am.
saw jiexin jie message, replied and went to washup.
went back room look fone, evonne dear sms.
replied.
ahem, change clothes and pack baggie thingy all these.
went out.
went to 7-elevan bought milk tea and cup noodle. (so poor breakfast IS JUNK FOOD..)
ate and sms wif evonne dear.
received a call from jiexin, went to mrt and meet them.
den go to sky lan together.
the audition patch, abit long. (O.O)
view blog and play facebook typing maniac while patching.
patch done !
start audition and play play play :D
kor, jies and mei playing.. , full , not enough slot haiyos !
about 12.10pm like tat, i stopped playing audiition cause i exit.
den needa patch again, dont wanna wait so went to paid. ($2.70)
jies play 1more match, den they also go pay.
at lan slack awhile, play wif andy, leehuat kors & jies.
12.30pm like tat went to city square mall.
ran to Mcdonald.
i bought macflurry cause run still stomach pain.
jies bought set meal, bought ler, leehuat, andy & derrian kor came.
so smart, they managed to find us.
eat eat eat and play play play.
boys sit one table, girls sit one table.
SO FUN SEH, kors kept dunno laughing what.
den we also act act laugh, in the end really laugh.
we the noisiest in the MCDONALD.
after tat derrian kor lend $$ from jiexin to buy set meal. ($4.50)
eat and play at dere till siaoz.
kor kept like provoke the girls, so jiexin jiemin and seb kept going to their table and beat them.
i sit dere enjoy my mcflurry and french fries.
LOLS ! jies so wasting seh, the french fires haven't eat finish, dey go liao.
seb jie angry wif andy kor..
so she rushed out of the macdonald, jiemin and jiexin jie followed behind.
i still sit at dere eat my mcflurry and french fries.
leehuat kor say i still eating the sperm (><) eat abit more and i also quickly rushed out. Andy kor pleaded me for smth........... i say okay.. went to pets lover centre. seb jie kept look at the guinea pig, she liked it lots. i squad till tired, went inside, behind. seb and jiexin jie go take the fluffy thingy and make us. Andy kor came inside, the twins together use the fluffy thingy make andy kor, aim till his eyes. LOLS ! they apologised.. sianz at dere ler, went to guardian see smth.. cannot say haha ! at dere, jies and kors are so noisy too.. run down to mini toons with jiemin jie. jies and kors followed. at the mini toons soo long seh ! look this look that, so CUTE. derrian kor say wanna buy a soft toy for PC (his gf) we kept helping him to find... but he say he want a pig wif a hat. we just tell him to find himself, cause more sincerity. look look look, attracted by the put hp monkey thingy.. jiexin jie saw me so love it den ask me whether want she buy for me. den i say really arh ???? she say yes, if you want. den i say I WANT , go paid $$ costed $5.95, the monkey was the same as ahem gave me der. haiyos. walk walk walk again, jiemin jie say she also wanna buy for me prezzie. we at the save coin thingy der corner see which one nice. she ask me whether i want anot? i replied nvm lah. she ask me, i replied her ... repeatedly. (a few mins gone) at last she bought for me :D
THANKS JIEXIN AND JIEMIN JIE JIE [:
after tat still inside the mini toons play and chat.
went to arcade, played one game, is music one.
me & jies kept pressing but till stage 2 failed.
so fun [: den they wanna go lan, but i can't ler.
needa go home, waseh was raining outside seh.
they take another road to lan and i head another way home too.
so slippery seh the floor, i almost fell.
waiting to cross the road tat time, a malay/indian women so good.
she shared her umbrella wif me [:
i thanked her repeatedly. Quickly walked home.
& OF COURSE, i got scolding immediately from my IDIOT MUM when i got home.
DONT CARE AND QUICKLY ON COMP PLAY AUDITION.
played awhile at a room, all wanna do mission der siaoz.
stayed at tat room quite long.
after tat i pissed cause never done even 1 mission, went to SINGAPORE 1 and find jies. Play Play Play BU and CC4, not even 1 mission popped out.
suddenly got a announcement above, saying tat dere will be a server check from 3.45pm till 4.15pm.
and 3.45 tat time disconnected , playing halfway sehs.
haiyas, den now blogging lohs, later, MAYBE i'll have another scolding from dad.
they so unreasonable, but i don't dare to talk back.. so kept quiet loh.
nevermind bah, i won't cry ! i'm not tat WEAK !
so TAKECARE <3>
TOOK A SCREENSHOT while playing in a room.. (not wif jies and kors, quite nice) ^^
haix, don't know when is the next time i will be going out.. T.T
HATE STAYING AT HOME !
Yoohh(:
warh today woke up at 1pm plus plus.
cause yesterday slept at around 1am plus plus LOLS.
pigg hoor ?
woke up liao den check fone.
1 missed call from the twin's hse and 1 message from LeeHuat Kor.
replied kor's message and washup.
ate lunch and watch new show :D
the new show so nice heehees.
its called 桃花小妹 by Fahrenheit's Jiro and Cyndi Wang..
den bout 2.05pm jiexin jie called me.
ask me go city square wif them..
den okay loh.
haix, den needa pause the show.
lols,
get ready till 2.30pm.
rushed out of th house and went down wait for jieli..
waited abit long..
but good tat jiexin they all reach and together wait jieli.
hahas.
went citysquare and bought bubble tea.
T.T needa use the $50.
walk walk awhile den went the shopping mall outside sat dere.
chat chat.
den jiemin needa go home awhile.
and jieli also needa go home already.
we accompany jieli go home, went back to city square.
walk walk walk, go mini toons.
sebrina run in and hug one bear lol she like it so much.
i tell jiexin we g arcade play abit lah.
she say okay and we run out.
but sebrina caught up wif us..
diaoz.. topup $$$ den played basketball.
eeks so less basketball seh and so high.
plaze singapura der better.. , more basketball and lower lorhs.
always can play till stage 2 only.
after tat jiemin came.
play basketball again lols.
den we went to lan.
play 1hour.
jiemin now so pro at beatup and ceecee four liaos.
can challenge wif me and jieli jie lerhs :D
den jieli jie came in the room , waited derrian kor to go in the room.
after tat jiawen mei also come in, derrian kor go offline.
hmms, must say JIAYOU JIAYOU to jiawen, sebrina lo.
jiexin still okay but surely can improve lots if she aim correctly and score perfect.
kkays, after playing finish is 6pm ler.
went to city square cause sebrina needa buy the popcorn at kfc for her sis and her sis' bf.
there no light seh den we thought closed already.
bbut actually is 停电..
Mcdonald also lols.
after tat i lend sebrina $2 to take mrt back home.
heehees, and we walked home.
reach home at 6.30pm.
drink orange juice and continue watch MOMO LOVE.
heehees laughing there.
haiyas, forgotten to take pics wif jies.
so bad, wed maybe can go out wif u all again.
not sure.. hehees, ! sure will take if go out again next time:D
andand today is my sis' birthday ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER O !
Kayys, had a great time wif JIES today.
<3333 always smiling happily when i'm wif you all.
right, sebrina ? hahas
waa today was out the whole day.
11plus went out.
went to kusu island.
wif cousin and sis and cousin's bf.
at dere so hot the sun arh.. bake us like an oven.
2plus reach kusu island, 4plus go back.
when at the boat that time, so 爽 lor, the wind.
at the kusu island, the beach so nice..
played with the sand.
after tat went to bugis.
den 6.45take bus to grandma house.
taken some pics , enjoy ^^
heehees, taken lotsa nice nice pics but too much ler so don't wanna put all inside^^
had a very great day today <3
Whee :D
today was quite a nice day.
i didn't go to school today lol.
so tired worh.
woke up at around 12.10pm.
showered.
12.30pm ask sis to wake up but she want sleep awhile more.
den i eat lunch first.
1pm woke her up again.
after tat played audition wif jies and kor and friends.
play till 3pm , offline and went out wif sis.
we went to bugis street cause she wanna go there.
bought 3 clothes and 1 small baggie. ^^
went to BHG , sis look at mascara and eyeliner.
i look at perfumes lol.
went to ate dessrt at food junction.
at first eat managa sago whatever ?? but very fast finish liao.
than i still hungry, buy ice kachang eat.
lol can't eat finish den just don't care.
siao around at bugis junction dere.
go a lot of gift shop to see got the fold star paper anot.
but don't have..
so cold seh !
went toilet and after tat walk walk again.
going to mrt that time bought lollipopie !
go through mrt and take bus went home.
heehee spend about $45 like tat.
quite a nice day (:
heehees.
eating dessert tat time ^^
Changed Blogskin.
Causecause this one i really like it lots.
The previous one only okay okay lah not really like it.
Siao hor i kept changing..
but it's cause i'm sooo boring !
kelian girl , yah.
idiot parents , tmd !
Labels: dono
Sianz, today also received the choosing sec school's book.
Kevin kor , steph mei annd that guy are going bak to their country on sat.
so... good luck to them and bye bye.
tomorrow maybe will not go to sch, don't feel like going already.
annd annd good luck and best wishes to evonne dear dear's examination！
if life was simple, that'll be so nice..
Labels: dono
Another day again....
today 10 people never come in our class.
the hostel's students are part of it.
sianz.
whole day onli at comp lab or else in class.
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i guess, me and him won't be meeting each other again.
sat he is going back to his own country.
next week, whole week no school.
maybe results day he also won't be coming cause he can call his guardian to come.
不过我觉得我真的不舍得他.
我好像很希望他不要回去.
虽然知道我们彼此还是爱对方的, 但我们也是不可能的.
我和他果然真的是不同世界的人.
和他在一起时, 我好希望他不是hostel 的人, 不是有钱人, 只是平凡的一个人.
可是不管他怎么针扎, 他始终还是hostel 的人, 有钱人.
我真的很不明白他为什么要这样子对我.
我只是希望能够有一场幸福的爱情.
很难吗?
我也不知道我们是不是有过真爱..
因为我觉得在我们的爱情范围内, 只有我在拼命地为我们的爱情而努力.
可是你根本连一点点的努力都不想要付出..
我好害怕我再也见不到你了..
不过我还是希望我们永远永远都不会再见面.
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不舍得, 可是还是要放手.
很爱你, 可是还是必须学着放弃你.
很想你, 可是还使必须要提醒自己忘记你.
为什么我被欺负时, 第一个想到的总是你?
应该只是希望你会保护我吧.
真的希望有起码一个人可以真心地对待我..
难免只是一天我也愿意..
Labels: brokenheart
haix.
today was kinda okay day larhs.
o.o
went comp lab at morning till 9.45 went hall for the I&E Carnival thingy.
tallktalktalk till 10.15 ++ than went for recess.
at recess, saw "he" sit at the canteen table alone so lonely.
suddenly have a feeling to go to his table and accompany him.
but don't want larh scared.
after recess grouped ourselves in the hall for I&E.
Grouped wif sebrina jiemin jiexin jieli jiawen darren and jonathan.
haix, than _ _ _ _ _ come and say smth ,
it immediately made me very down and upset.
i dono why, its just a feeling that suddenly appeared.
emo till so long sia.
12 went comp lab again.
haix dont wanna play cause nothing to play also.
after school play basketball 10mins like that than take TAXI to lan.
at lan, jonathan gave me 10k ACASH cause he never use it.
thanks:D
played 2hours.
went to city square.
jonathan and lee huat so bad dont wana treat us bubble tea.
after that went home, jiexin jie min jonathan sebrina lee huat and derrian went to play basketball, me and jie li go home.
haix, today was kinda okay.
but jiayous oh ! i can do it , to forget him.
JIAYOU!!!!!!!
Labels: half happy half sad, sulking
Ellos.
today was kinda sianz?
haix.
but changed blogskin lerhs.
cause bored ):
today cannot go out !
BULLY !
stupid mother, don't let me go out !
hate it.
after PSLE ler still cannot go out ?
what stupid thingy is that.
i'm the world's kelian girl, with this mother.
she's still living in the 1900's time.
afraid of these and that.
so over sia she.
also very damn angry ..........
haix, 4 like that went out with biao ge and jie.
saw sebrina baobei, the twin.
okay.
ate dinner at bugis food junction.
went home and use comp.
tomorrow sch.
this is my day.
rotten day !
kelian me ....
Labels: angry, smiling, sulking
YAY ! PSLE IS FINALLY OVER !
HAHAHA ! ENJOYED TODAY !
After psle went home showered and went out.
meet JIES and went dhoby.
after tat zhi yong and jonathan came..
eat lunch first.
than went to arcade awhile?
after that andy and derrian kor also came..
we watched The deadly tsunami? i think..
wa that show arh.. , zzz dont wanna say hehe
but at theatre i sat wif Andy Kor..
they all larh, go in first than make me sit with boys..
actually at first sit with jonathan der.
but andy kor say wanna sit with me..
than anything loh.
andy kor kept bullying there zz.
andy and derrian watch the show till halfway than go liao.
jonathan sat there hor so noisy..
kept complaining lol !
after watching, we went to swensen meet Yuan ting, mei xian and hui shan.
wa yuan ting there eat swensen..
we sat there drink mineral water LOL!
actually wanna eat ice cream but i dont waant spend $$ O.O
after that went arcade.
playplayplay till 5plus than went home.
LOL we kept playing the BAASKETBALL.
hahas so shock!
was quite a happy DAY :D
<3 !!
but the things i've hoped did not happened today.
heehees, nevermind, since it will not happen today.
I HOPE IT WILL NOT EVER EVER HAPPEN ^^
I'LL STAY CHEERFUL ! <3 MYSELF !
Why am i like this ?
Why why why ?
I'm only 12 years old this year.
AND I FELT VERY STRESSED!
you know why?
1st is cause of my parents.
i felt that they're so selfish, they only care about their feelings, not ours.
2nd is cause of PSLE and a RELATIONSHIP i had before.
i always felt frustrated with myself when i'm thinking of him. I always tell myself not to think about those things and CONCENTRADE on my psle first. But over and over again, i always failed.
i really hate being in this family, where my familys can't help me wif my stress and always scolds me.
my family never cares about what i wants.
they only cares about what they wanted.
they didn't even realise how stressed i am.
i can't even find anybody to help me to let out my stress.
this year is really a very very very stressed year.
BECAUSE OF PSLE, FAMILY AND RELATIONSHIP !
i really wish to THAT I DIDN'T HAD A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE!
I TRULY REGRETTED AND WISHED I COULD KILL THAT GUY !
MY LIFE IS REALLY RUINED BY HIM!
REALLY !
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO !
...........................
I'm truly tired.
I Hope i will not wake up at all.
and never ever face this world ever againn.
my life is only a black colour.
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sorrry, only wanted to let my stress out abit.
cause i really felt VERY VERY STRESS !
so i come and write..
.. byebye,
Labels: cried, stressed, unhappy
ELLOS!
JUST DROP BY TO SAY THANKS TO MY TUTOR !
SHE GAVE ME CHILDREN'S DAY PREZZIE !
INSIDE is.. SNACKS AND a WATCH ^^
<3 HER LOTS!
BTW I THINK I WON'T BE POSTING TILL AFTER PSLE CAUUSE CAUUSE NEED REVISE.
KK AFTER PSLE MUST ENJOY.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
MUACKKSS !
