Its very weirld..
I dono if you're still bluffing me with ur words?
u say ur heart breaks when i and KEVIN stead right.
Then when u and ur CURRENT GF stead , my heart don't breaks lah?
My heart is made of STONE der lah?
I dono if u know that i knew u had another gf so i broke with u anot lah.?
I really feel very PISS-ED with u.
I REALLY WANT TO GIVE UP ON YOU!
I know that u can't be trusted !
My BRAIN AND HEART KNOW WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE U ARE !
BUT THEY JUST Don't wanna GIVE Up ?
I DONO WHY ?!
THE FEELING JUST SEEM TO CANT GO AWAY ?
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PLEASE BEGS ! I WANT TO FORGET THAT GUY OKAY?
Its really very CONFUSING to dono WHAT ON EARTH YOU ARE THINKING DO U KNOW ?
I think i felt MUCH MUCH MORE HEARTBROKEN than u felt.. ?
AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH AND HOW HARD I CRY, YOU WILL NOT FEEL IT .....
I felt u're not happy everytime?
But maybe that girl really made u very happy.... so i think u're happy?
I want to be happy because you're is happy.
But how can I be happy knowing that
I'm not the one making him smile?
People say not to cry because it’s over but
to smile because it happened but how can you
do that when just thinking of the good times
makes you wanna cry because
you realize what you’re missing?
He means so much to me. I just wish he
knew because when I’m around him
the say is a different blue.
The last thing I want is another heartbreak.
If he would love me like I love him
I could tell him that I will always be true
but when I try to talk, I just don’t know
what to say because I know he doesn’t feel the same way.
I know I have a heart because
I can feel it breaking.
It hurts so much .. maybe i can even feel the blood oozing out ?
What if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be , tell me how would u feel.
if i did to you what you did to me.
If u could feel how i'm currently feeling now, you will know how hurtful i am..
You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
And I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid wasn't I?
Without you, I’m nothing. Without you
I’m suffering. Without you, I’m not whole.
Without you, I have no soul.
I really hate feeling like this ): !!!
But i'll still get on with my life yah..

When you’re with your girl
you act like you don’t know me?
If I would have known this was how
it was gonna be, I wouldn’t have
fallen in love with you from the
first place.
Where were you when I needed you most?
I would have done anything to hold you close
I would have given the world to be back in
your arms but you left me so torn apart.
Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.
After i'm with you, i know what is love...
You said you would never hurt me.
You said you would never make me cry.
Well, there’s one thing I can admit.
You tell a perfect lie.
Before love my heart was a black hole.
After love, I didn’t have a heart.
I'm not sure which is better
The pain is real even if nobody knows.
I pretend that I’m glad you went away.
These walls are closing more every day
and I’m dying inside.. and nobody knows
it but me. Like a clown, I put on a show.............

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