I should've KNOWN better than to fall in love with YOU
Now everything are gone and my and your love is just a faded memory, that you may never want to think about it?
I should've KNOWN better
Now i'm like a prisoner to this pain..
And my heart still aches for you.

I think of you in the silence, often speaking your name in my mind,
ALL I LEFT ARE MEMORIES AND A HEART AROUND YOUR NAME,
my heart aches with sadness and all my tears flow out eventually.
but what it meant to lose you no one will ever know..
I'm always asking myself, "if the heart is one of the strongest muscles , why is it so easily broken? "
Its very sad when you meet SOMEONE who means a lot to you,
And at last, you found out in the end that it was never meant to be yours,
And you just have to let it go ...
I can't get mad at you for hurting me over & over again , because over and over again , i've always let you..
I wondered what it would be like IF i didn't say that 3 letter words..
WOULD IT BE BETTER THAN NOTHING.

Love is really a word that no one can explain...
it comes and goes for me and it will never stay ):
why can't true lovee come to me ?
i've tried so hard wishin'it would word out....
but in the end I dont know what it was all about...
Be good and set some rules...
BEING single isn't that bad?!
but now i see that being single is just being alone and sad with tears everytime..
ANOTHER DAY - all alone again ...
ANOTHER GAME - another broken HEART shattered in pieces on the ground , why do i do this to myself??
If you won't leave me lonely , i would be so happy..
I'm very tired of falling for guys and getting hurt ..
FOR ONCE , i wanna fall, and not get H U R T !

The 3 letter words came out from his mouth,
I was taken in with his l i e s
and you knew I was too weak to leave you ..
but u cruely made me leave you.
and abandoned me in this sad and lonely world, all by myself.
I'm truly sad D:

How can you walk right by and not even glance my way when i'm having a conversation
with our old friends..?
why do you always abstain?
Im still so USED to seeing you and you walkin right up to say hi..
that sometimes i seem to forget the reason you've made me cried.
i really hope i could turn back the time , to when you've asked me for stead.
The hardest thing in life i ever had to do is pretending that i DONT CARE
when i know i still love you so much.
i wish i could give up.. and lose all hope for us.
i wish i could realize the difference , that we're both different people from different world.
but what hurts me the most is wondering if maybe i never meant anything to you at all..
and you love me was just a l i e ?
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
And then look at you and realize how much you don't care

Sometimes at night , i think about ME and YOU .
I think of the great days we had before i said were over..
you're close to my heart even though you're far away , in your girl heart.
I try to make things straight again but they're never going to be 'OK'..

I really wish you know who you love..
Hope u can look at my eyes one last time, and tell me that you DONT LOVE ME.
like this, i will feel more easy givin up on you.

It's so hard to say 'I Love You', and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that you are not there to help me face my fears.
It's so hard to know the phones at reach, but i cannot hear you voices.
It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying DEEP inside.
It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It's so hard to live without you, when i need you more than the air.
I want to scream OUT LOUD HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, but I must hold back and not be heard.
It's so hard to go to sleep at night when i cannot dream of you.
Its so hard to sit and wonder "WHERE DID I GO WRONG?"

I don't know what to say
Or even where to start
But I never would have guessed
It'd be you to break my heart

If there is a way , I could go back in time
TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS
As if you were still mine.. ):

[Sometimes] what may be the [best] thing to do
Sometimes is the [hardest] thing to do
And for that reason I have to say [goodbye]

"have u ever been in love?
Thats not the point. It is the point.
Its all the points of everything.
But the point is he didn't love u back."

my minds sayin jus fOrget
about him but my heart is
sayin dOnt ever let go of him

You dont know how much u care about someone
until they dont care about you..

You haven't experience had the pain of losing someone that meant EVERYTHING TO YOU..
So please don't blame me for being SO EMOTIONAL like a stupid dumb love ass ..

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