Haiyas ...
very confused.
dont wanna think so much liao ler !
):
sianzz..
nevermind ..
i also dono what to say liaos AIYOS !~
Sy and Kevin , idiot !
only these two people arh, will always make me alot of problem to think of want.
fuck fucks fucks !
only 22 days to psle liao?
I REALLY NEED TO CONCENTRADE PLEASE..
NO TIME D:
sucks..

i dont wish to be hurt again.
that feeling is worse than everything else , really.
i think i'm scared to accept relationships now..
i hate it.
i'm only a small girl, not an adult.
i can't take up so much stress ..
really ):
i just want a true love, its simple ..
why can't it be fufiled ?
why why why ?
but i think at my age, i shouldn't about this..
i REALLY REALLY REALLY wish that SY and ME can be together, WITH TRUE HEARTS !
Its hard , its difficult.
Because happiness is needed for us to get it for ourselves.
i dono if he is truuue this time.
i'm really scare to imagined i would get hurt by them again.
So, i'll just see who the GOD wants me to BE WITH

The fear are sliding through my vains and the pictures never seemed so beautiful.
I never thought I would die alone,
with a fear that I won't describe.
My body will prove the point my pen never could.

Good things always seem to turn
into mistakes...you wish you could
take back everything...& you wish it would be perfect...& be PERFECT forever...
but then you realize that you cant take back anything...
knowing that you did nothing wrong & it was something
else that caused everything to go wrong...
but no matter how much you wish for it
it will never happen...& it will never
be perfect...& you wasted so many times
crying & hurt over something...that was
never really worth all the hurt in the
first place...but even still you wish
everything would be perfect..



its so easy to believe someone when
they tell u exactly what you wanna hear.
but in the end, they're just cheating your trustness towards them... ..

Just because his eyes don't tear
doesn't mean his heart doesnt cry
and just because he comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong ..

I hate to face tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow..
Anyway, i think i'm SCARED TO FACE EVERYDAY FROM NOW ON ..
oh my, .. GOD.
Last time, i'm a cheerful girl, with no problemss IRRITATING ME ,
just a simple and cheerful girl..
Immature and just liking to be childish.
But after i've been with u , i've been MORE MORE MATURE ,
I didn't even imagined till so far i would be so mature after steading with u.
Knowing more and more about life's things..
and all these all that.
I think i'm facing each and everyday with FEARS surrounding me.
Tomorrow i needa spot 1 thing from him.
So, i'm very SCARE to spot that ting , really.
Please god, save me from this world..


For last ,
I wish I were as strong
as you think I am. x333

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