TODAY WAS LIKE .. SHYT SHYT SHYT !
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx !
sian loh !
today was the worse day i've ever had seh ..
today the problem damn hard to slove, the most hard prob i've ever came across..
before recess was ok-ok.
but after recess.. worse than shyt !
after recess is chinese class , i getting to not liking to going chinese class ler..
deanne and zhi yin and yee lin like kept 针对我 cause of i together with kevin .. ?
than i very sad... and steph mei know only.
steph mei console me call me not to care them.
i was like whole chinese period sad ..
i sms jie li jie to tell her why i'm sad loh..
than i began thinking anyhow liao ..
think until almost wanna cry D: !
after mt , i went back my seat that time, saw jie xin jie..
than suddenly eyes wet wet liao...
after that lie on table and cry..
sebrina baobei and pei yun ah bu come and find me than saw me crying..
they kept say dont cry dont cry then more and more people come to surround me zzzzzz
baobei call me to go toilet wash face..
dar coming in class that time saw me going toilet saw me cried zz !
worse still , went to toilet that time 6/4's some gals and zhi xin saw me cry !!!
later they sure ask me der loh.. haix ..
went back to class , tried not to cry liao and relax.
never really paid attention in class ..
dar sms me to ask me what happened..
followed by ah bu , baobei ..
jie xin jie is .. kept ask ask ask ask non stop..
but i also never tell her..
can say is only steph mei knew what happened.
dar sms steph mei , ask her what happened than steph mei go tell ..
nvm .. at least i dont needa think how to explain to him.
than think think think in class, finally knew that i still have feeling for sy..
sy also kept like looking looking .. idiot make me think he still have feeling for me !
when after sch liao, dar kept walking beside me and asking why i cry..
walk pass 6/2 that time, i call dar not to walk beside me.. sorry , i said in a very angrying tone.. !
cause later 6/2 gals will anyhow think and and cause 6/2 also got girls who love dar..
later they come find me i die liao haha..
dar also not happy liao loh then he never follooow..
he walk so fast in front.
walking pass band room, i talked to steph mei about my prob.
talk halfway, almost wanna cry liao, everybody consoled me.
walk till canteen there, they steph mei say dar went out the gate liao.
steph mei quickly pulled me to go out of the gate.
walk slow slow behind dar.
talked my unhappiness to mei at that time.
dar thought i never follow him ..
he still look back but wrong direction so never saw me and mei walking ..
lol
talk talk to mei that time also was like gonna cry.
reach bus-stop , dont dare to go to dar there..
i just push him soft soft on his shoulder..
then he ask mei to lend him fone, he calling overseas.
but at last da bu tong.
he kept ask ask ask why i cry loh.
suddenly see that sy coming loh.
forgot what i've talk to dar at bus-stop that time liao.
going up the bus that time my face was like shyt, and this is the first time my face had this expression.
at bus that time, i stand left dar stand right, leaning on the wall lah, facing each other.
he kept ask what happened, i never told himm..
he kept guess guess guess but all is wrong except for the last one is half correct..
went to us , kept walk walk walk .. he ask SO MUCH 'WHY'
but i never told him.. i tell him to go and ask steph mei to get the ans.
he damn desperate for the ans.
then he say he want go back home n ask mei ..
he ask me where i going..
i say i going starbucks coffee.
than talk talk talk , i tell him go back loh.
gave goodbye kiss , on cheek. Then he go back liao.
received Sun Min kor's sms.. and jia wen mei sms and missed call.
replied sun min kor's sms but dont wanna reply jia wen mei sms and call.
cause later scare more problem will come to me ..zzzz
sat at starbucks coffee for so long..?
drank iced chocolate mocha i think? cost $5.80
haix.
sms-ed with mei and sun mian kor tat time..
thanks mei . she really is a great help !
dar called.. talk talk talk , awhile more i went home.
went home, dar called again to check if i'm fine.. thanks :D
heehee.
aiya i've missed out alot of impt points... the main reason is not written here.. cause i lazy lah. hahas.
k lah , i just stable my blog first.
bye.
take care !
LOVES DARLING , BAOBEI , JIE AND AH BU !

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